Heavy Utmost Fear

Pushing open

the door to yet

another ceiling-less room

with more doors lost

and across that barren floor

in a far corner

towards and behind the moon

a staircase climbs winding exposed

accompanied by that feeling

while sitting on air

a high ledge and cold

mountain wall towards his back

making his way methodically

past windows above

lost

but unhindered

carrying a heavy utmost fear

it’s insatiable desire for light.