but what if?

i thought about what one
might learn in a weekend short
concerning this his soul,
and found a box quite big enough
for a piece of fruit, an apple,
laying upon that counter bare
with top tightly in place
heart growing slow,
eyes closing softly shut,
when i thought
oh please save me.

but what if?
and so, what if i like a flower
petals knowing only the time
to bloom, when honey bees will
come along with the rain,
petals plucked free falling
to the ground so bare,
with me missing the words,
trying with this and might
to find the feeling you gave.

to me upon receipt of rapunzel’s hair,
where i dared the shears of witchery
in that old and stuffy station room,
cobwebs and dusk dark begging
toward the street’s light.
suddenly the curtains thrown
aside by whirling spirit
dervishes, with wild secrets,
coming to play,
windows thrust open.

a torrent outside inside came
flashes bringing light to dust
gusts pushing across the room,
and then out the door
sprung open against
hinges strained
barely able to withstand.
then amongst the chaos
thunder clap God whispered
above it all–wake up my dear.

with that cold freezing rain
whipped across the face, and
making tight upon life,
the one moment like this
is all you or i shall ever need!
keeping the window open to the storm
rushing in, i would rather be bruised,
heart battered pierced and cut
deep by love’s ache, than by angry
heart draped bare and nothing there.